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Free Christmas (Pool) Hugs
Today at the pool two people asked if Edward gives hugs. The first was a friend who's 101 year-old grandmother had just died. This guy is very passionate, and the kind of person for whom a 101 year-old's death would be a great tragedy. After a short conversation about his loss he asked if Edward gives hugs. Immediately Edward moved in and embraced him. Then my friend turned and gave me a hug as well—two guys in winter coats hugging at the front desk of the pool. I can do that
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Dec 22, 20251 min read


Leaving a Church that's in my DNA
My Dad with his Dad Here's a link to an article I wrote for Christian Courier —about what feels like an existential struggle to leave the CRC church.
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Dec 12, 20251 min read


The Theology of a Blue Jays Playoff Run
WHEN all-star catcher Alejandro Kirk hit his grand slam in the 2025 season-ending game yesterday, propelling his team toward an eventual AL East title, Toronto Blue Jays fans felt a very familiar glory—an echo of the euphoria of Joe Carter’s 1993 World Series winning homer and a re-living of the ecstasy that came with Jose Bautista’s 2015 three-run blast. As a faith leader, I’ve always been intrigued by the vicarious power of these moments. I wonder if the glory that we f
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Sep 29, 20254 min read


God's Response to a Panic-filled Night
In a previous post I referenced a panic filled night I endured 7 weeks ago. The night ended with a very hopeful response from God that...
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Aug 30, 20253 min read


To Open Their Eyes
"I am sending you to them, to open their eyes..." Jesus to the Apostle Paul (in Acts 26:17-18) When I read these words this morning my...
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Aug 24, 20252 min read


Finding Our Way
Yesterday morning, while shaving Edward, I had the thought that I should probably teach him how to do this on his own—with an electric...
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Jul 14, 20252 min read


The Kingdom of God is like a Hotel Manager
When we checked into our holiday hotel room last week I asked if it was on a pet-free floor—Edward is a bit nervous around dogs and I'm a...
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Jul 11, 20253 min read


A Healthy Body (image)
Last week a City of Calgary employee came up to Edward and I as we sat in the Killarney Pool hot tub and asked if we'd be willing to...
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Jul 4, 20252 min read


Rediscovering Canada via a Stanley Cup Run
They say sport is a microcosm of life. This year’s Stanley Cup final makes this feel especially true. As the Edmonton Oilers work to find...
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Jun 7, 20253 min read


Greed: A World-Shaking Deadly Sin
The deadly sin of greed seems to be collapsing in on itself right now. Under Donald Trump’s me-first, zero-sum, hyper-transactional...
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Apr 12, 20253 min read


If I Died, Who'd Care for Edward?
As Edward’s caregiver I often think about death; especially when his mom is away for a couple of days (like she is right now) and it’s...
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Mar 26, 20252 min read


Finding Peace in a Time of Global Unrest
In a world that seems to be spinning out of control—where ‘up’ is ‘down’ and lies are normative, where corruption grows and neighbours...
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Mar 22, 20253 min read


Appreciating Edward's Art
Here's an excerpt from chapter 10 of the book I'm writing about the parable of my son Edward. While I'm always wary about sharing a first...
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Mar 20, 20255 min read


Resolving Conflicts with Edward
My book on Edward continues to come together in real time. This week, I finished up a chapter on conflict. Because Edward is non-verbal,...
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Mar 6, 20252 min read


A Book Review I wrote for Christianity today
“According to the Bible, Jesus has a great aptitude with physics, chemistry, and biology...” Here's a review I wrote for Christianity...
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Feb 28, 20251 min read


A New Spiritual Lens for 2025
Over the past year I’ve been experimenting with church, trying to discern what a church-without-walls could look like. I tried hosting...
johnvansloten
Dec 31, 20243 min read


An Upside-down Church
The Upside Down Church , Dennis Oppenheim, Calgary, Alberta When I was a boy, I struggled to fit into the faith of my Dutch immigrant...
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Dec 13, 20243 min read


Celebrating Yourself (Down Syndrome Style)
Last night I attended an annual awards ceremony hosted by Edward’s day program, Chrysalis. For most of the night Edward was subdued,...
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Dec 6, 20242 min read


The Season of Small Things
Here's an article I wrote for the Calgary Herald on how a Foldscope paper microscope helps us bring the spirit of advent into sharper...
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Nov 30, 20243 min read


Receiving Edward's Forgiveness
Edward looked a bit shocked when he came up our walkway yesterday afternoon—an unsettled mix of exhaustion and pain. Stepping into the...
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Nov 29, 20244 min read
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